Now, before you all get mistaken, which I am sure you did (yes you there), I am not missing nor hankering after the past at all. What’s past is past. One just thought that things could have been handled better. Now, did I get that out of the way? Comprehendo?
Today, I’ll steal a phrase from Melancholic Merriment, which rings loud and true in the echoes of my mind,
“Better by far you should forget and smile, than you should remember and be sad.” -Christina Rosetti,
Therein lies the problem. I cannot forget. Not now, perhaps not in this lifetime. After this, no one would deserve more of me. Unconditionally. This would perhaps be the first and the last time.
I shall remember forever. And be sad.
If I am not answered.
I only have but one lady in my heart.
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